New year new start....ahum...with a slight delay

AM weight: 16st 5lb

Breakfast: Fruit w. Yoghurt
Lunch: 1/2 Lovely Fritatta
Dinner: tba
Snacks: Apples, Grapes

Ok, yes, I admit it....my beginning of the year was less than ideal weight wise. I just couldn't seem to lose any weight. So frustrating. Kept fighting against my own body and my sanity to be honest. Anyway, finally made an appointement with the doctor to have my blood tested again and my meds changed and presto, in the last couple of weeks my thyroids are back in business and so am I .

Whats been happening? Well, I've been back to the gym and talked my lovely hubby into joining as well. I've even managed to drag him to a few classes, which he enjoys strangely enough lol. But it's good that he's going. It gives me a kick in the bum when I'm feeling like I don't want to go. I'm back to a tough regime:

Monday: Body Combat
Tuesday: Gym (or Circuits, depending on how I feel)
Friday: Zumba and Spinning
Saturday: Gym
Sunday: Spinning

I sooo enjoy the spinning classes. Eventho my behind hurts like hell during the second session, I love it!

SW wise I've been back on track as well. Decided it's enough faffing about. I'm back to basics. Writing every single thing down. Cause lets be honest....I'm only cheating myself if I don't write it down. And last week I had a loss of 1 1/2 lb loss and I'm hoping for the same and more this week.

I've also opened a group on Facebook together with my consultant. I will post a link to this blog there, which should give me an extra kick in the backside to update this blog more often *waves at the girls that found their way here* and keep me on the straight and narrow.

Tales of the unexpected:
Hubby took me to DiMaggio's this weekend. Did I do the sensible thing and order Pasta? Ha! Had a Pizza...which was absolutely deslish.....but went over my syns slightly....Been a good girl the rest of the week tho, so hopefully I don't take a too big hit on the scales on Wednesday.

New year, new start

Well, after being a complete lazy pig the last two weeks I've decided to get my backside back on track....my trousers are too tight, my bras are too tight and I just feel horrible. Eventhough I want to eat and eat, I shall not give in. It doesn't really help that Mr B opened the Toblerone this morning....I could kill him! But I'm at work, with no money on me, so it's just the healthy stuff I brought to work:

BF: 2 sliced Bananas with FF Yoghurt and 2 Alpen Light bars
L: Baked Potatoe with Beans and 42g Mozarella
Snack: Pineapple, Yoghurt, and Grapes

Planned Dinner: Pasta with 84g Mozarella

Beyond ridicilous

Well, weigh-in yesterday....and I'm now 16st 7lb.....7lb gained in 2 weeks....flippin heck!

Fell off the wagon

Yes, I've not posted in ages....and I've been hiding from myself....and kicking my own backside....but well, what can I do.

We got snowed in really really really badly and no way of getting to the shops....or getting something healthy out of them for that matter lol. Of course I could have tried harder....but I didn't....and of course I'll pay the price for it on the scales. But I've decided as long as I don't get over the 16st I'll just poddle along till this whole christmas malake is over and then have a fresh start....

So there....

Tired and depressed

Woke up this morning...well, can't really say that I'm awake, I'm just so tired...I want to go back home to bed and have a good ol' cry in bed. I constantly have the urge to tear up.

I had applied for the district managers position for East Scotland with SW and already had a chat with one of the managers last week. All seemed well, and I was encouraged to apply, so I did. I was very very exited about this position, because I don't think there is anything better than to work for a company that you truly believe in. Anyway, got a reply that my application would be forwarded for shortlisting last week. However, yesterday I came home from work and had a letter from SW....the usual bog standard.....sorry, you were unsuccessful.

I could have cried....well, actually I did. I really wanted this job. I'm soooo annoyed. I really thought I stood a chance....but I didn't even make it to a face to face interview. This really sucks.

Needless to say I really wanted to have a good old comfort eating session, but luckily I didn't. Had my soup as planned and then went to the gym. My morning weight was no were close to where I want it to be, 15st 10 1/2lb to be exact, but heyho, nothing I can do about it. Will go to the gym after work today and hopefully can keep it at that for tonights weigh-in. Having a fruity brekkie and brought leftover soup for lunch.

In hiding

I haven't posted in a week....I just couldn't face it....I can hardly face myself at the moment. I feel so lazy and unmotivated. I don't even know why. Haven't been to the gym in a week! I've sticked to the plan mostly, but had some slipups....tomorrow is weigh-in day. Yesterday my AM weight was 15st 9lb....today 15st 11 1/2lb....and to be honest, I have no idea why. I've been on plan 100% yesterday and yet I've gained. I'm clueless. I don't want to have another gain tomorrow...I couldn't face it.

So tonight I'll go to the gym, even if it kills me. The plan is to make tomato soup for dinner. And I'll defo stick to that as well. No naughtyness in the house, so hopefully hopefully the scale is tipping towards the 15st 9lb again tomorrow morning.

Day two

AM weight: I forgot!

Well, yesterday went rather well. Got home from work, made my cheesy pasta and stayed away from the treats. Did go to Body Combat at night, but didn't manage to go to the gym beforehand. Oh well, better something than nothing.

Had my fruity breakfast and Batchelors Supernoodles for lunch. Also made some potoatosalad last night, which I'm nibbling on throughout the day. Dinner tonight will be either leftovers of the salad or cheesy pasta again.

Plan is to go to the gym tonight, lets see if I succeed.